On Thursday night, after a long day at school and also netball was over, I turn on the radio in my room and decided to call (stupidly) flyfm. I thought it'll never work but as it dialled, they PICKED UP! I panicked like crazy. They asked me a few questions and thought I was with no one. My mom was there during the call. I was so freaked out. They said I paused for like 2 seconds when they asked me if I go to Mid-Valley often. My mom asked who it was thats why. Although it was cool to call them, I still freaked out after I put down the phone. I had just realized that they wouldn't play the song immediately whereas, just about half-an hour later only. So they'd record the call and play it later instead of you thinking that the recipient is actually calling at that moment. So after the call, I couldn't help it and told Jo Chuah about it. I can't just consume it inside and let it be like a secret and all. Once I told her, it was like a real big surprise to her.

Next day, came to school and found people clapping an applause for me. Didn't know they'll make such a big day from that. I mean, it was cool and all. But, its just a phone call man. Not that big a deal to me actually. It was cool. I think I was trying to get attention but, seriously I wasn't. I just called and thats it. I've always wanted to try and call at least one radio station. So I bet Jo Chuah told the others I was on air. It was pretty cool to be on air and be heard all over Malaysia. Anyway, only ma friends would know who's on air. haha. The whole morning, Jo Chuah was annoucing to everyone that I was on air. Didn't really like that. Felt awkward.

When I was the mall today, I realized that I get deceived by new things VERY easily. Like there is this new cafe in Mid Valley and I said I wanted to try something from there. As it turns out, what looks nice and be deceiving in the eyes and not in actual appearance. When I looked at what I just ordered, I felt it was a complete waste of money. Seriuosly. I feel very bad for wasting my mom's money. I shouldn't even though it looks sooo good. No, I shall not from the day forth.

When netball practice resumed, I felt like I lost it already. Lost the skill to play and therefore I need more practices to be better. I felt this when we were doing drills that confused me. I didn't like the feeling of it. It was horrible. Once lost, I just felt like I had no confidence in me anymore. Real sad...