Getting Staight With My Emotions

I had an uneasy morning today and I didn't like the fact that there weren't any food for me this morning. I know I could've gotten what there was in the fridge but I only wanted what I had in mind or what was close to it. My dad was the one I was mad at and at my mom. They should've thought of me too. But whatever, my dad cooked me some hash browns and they tasted burnt but didn't want to admit too badly to him although I've already said that it tasted burnt. Oh wellz...

What I'm saying here really reflects to how my life is right now.
I've said this before and friendships are really important to all of us. If lets say we don't survive on friends, we'll feel very lost and out of hope. But if we do have any friends in our lives, we'll feel our hope has not gone away and be comforted too. =) When we have troubles that have been made, we have our friends to go to for help or the most important spirit for us to be better with and He that understands us the most - God. Our hopes and dreams can come true too together with the help of our friends and family. When we quarrel or something bad has happened between you and your friend, we must always learn to forgive and forget. I had this incident that happened to me in Std 4 or 5. She was really a baddie in school. That's what I would call her then. But now I think she's alright. She seems to be one of the popular people in her school and she looks so like a "stick". Sorry to say that but its true. Anyway, another friend of mine got the same hurt and found it very difficult to forgive her too. My class teacher then ask us to forgive her for the wrong things she has done to both of us. It was very difficult for me as she has been my best friend and she betrayed me by doing such wrong things. She has done things like stealing my dictionary and saying its hers, putting our shoes somewhere else and we cannot find them; we ended up looking for them in the toilet. And the worst thing anyone could ever do to a person is throwing away his/her wallet away in the rubbish bin. These are the kind of things she did to ME! I'm telling you until now my mother still doesn't know that I went out with her to the mall without any parents. And also from her character, my parents didn't like her or let be go out with her anymore. It wasn't from the mall incident but from the background she's from. Once my class teacher brought my other friend and I to a quiet place in the school to talk the problem through, she ask us to forgive and forget about the incident she has done to us. I forgot what she did but I know that it was very difficult that everyone in my class started ignoring her. So we prayed together so that she will not do these kind of things anymore. These are some of the things a friend can do to you. It really hurts. And I was only in Std 4 or 5. =(

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"What is wrong with the world today people?!"

I've not been blogging since I don't know when. But so sorry though. Wait, I don't even know why I'm saying sorry. -.-"' Anyway, I'll get back to it soon.

Its been a week I think since I've blogged. So here goes from Saturday.
I went to DUMC and guess what...I forgot to bring my phone and had to trouble Karlynn with having her phone keep ringing every 15 mins. (so sorry about that, if you're reading this) My mother can be really in a hurry when it comes to punctuality. The "holy temple" of the Chempaka Assembly of God has changed to the Subang place and I'd say that it is much better than the PJ center. Seriously, if you'd compare both of them. The floor and setting of the place was better indeed. Except that it was a bit cramp. But it was ok and a lot more tables could be put. =)

My very loving aunt was going to take me (including my mom and bro) out to buy something for my birthday (since its coming up in just about 2 weeks or so). She brought along her friend and my grandmother.
At first, I felt like they were changing my opinions on which to get. It took a hard time making up my decision and the thought of going to almost every shop that sold the brands that were on my mind like Philips, Sony, Samsung, and Apple. After writing the points of each of the models out during lunch, we decided to narrow my choices down to a few. Like Sony and Apple. I was seriously thinking of getting Apple (cause of its cool outlook and it sound quality) but it was too troublesome. sigh... The cost wasn't a problem but it was because of the accessories it needed. So we decided for a Sony and I thought about it. Remember in my previous post (like last year December) I put up a few pics on my Christmas prezzies list or something like that. Yeah. I think it kinda came true. I guess it just takes some patience to wait for what you want to come. Part of the fruit of the spirits too. =D

While waiting for the thing to be settled, I waited by exploring the shop we went to. It was so COOL! There was the Mac section, the Wii games section, and lots more I wish to have. hahaha! Yeah. I tried out the Wii (baseball game) and it felt like a simulator or something you know. Hitting the ball with the "pretend" bat felt like you're hitting a real ball in the game. Missing the ball as you hit makes me frustrated too. Then it came to pitching (throwing) the ball. I thought I could just throw the ball lightly or something and it didn't matter but I thought wrong. It was like a real throw too! Throwing it too lightly will let the ball not get to the person hitting the ball or catching the ball. =D

The salesguy who sold us the product was really worried that his supervisor would see him sell us the headphones we asked for at a lower price when the price for the headphones was already at its lowest price already I think.

Have you figured out what I bought yet? Nevermind. You find out sooner or later....

I was so tired by then and was excited to officially open my gift. =D When I reached home, I showed my dad and he said that it was not bad looking and stylish for me. =D =D I was so eager to get it going and started charging before my family headed out to dinner. Anyway, here is what you are wondering or wondered already.

The NWZ-S616F model with its features like so and so. I'll list them out later if you're too lazy to check it out yourself.

Dinner was so boring and they were all talking about issues like what's going to happen to my grandmother's astro decoder thingy and stuff like that. Also that my uncle (my mom's second eldest bro) is leaving for Hongkong for some work business. And my aunt (that uncle's wife) also leaving to go to somewhere I forgot. haha. Hope they'll have a safe journey there. =)

After dinner, we were in the center of KL and I like the view of Kuala Lumpur's decoration at night.
Here are some of them:






The following day was school and I was suppose to say the Rukun Negara and Pledges. Those who go to the homeschooling center would know this very well and the fact that it is boring to say. I don even know why we say and never apply them in our lives. Its a complete waste of TIME! I had an excuse to not saying the Rukun Negara and Pledges that day. It was real! And not fake. I felt I couldn't talk anymore. My voice was unusually LOW. I didn't like it at all. Makes me feel like I talk like the tall Justin. And not nice for a girl especially. Good thing Kay Jen and I got someone to do it before school started. Tc. Soo picked her to do it at first and she refused. haha. I knew it.

There were some new rules that were just announced and it was totally unfair the minute all of us heard it. According to Ps. Simon (the guy who said the announcements), "everyone is suppose to stay in the school until your parents have arrived and he will say the name of the child whose parents are here." Ridiculous, right? Its like we're all gonna be stuck in the school almost more than 6 hrs a day already! And did I mention that no one is suppose to wait downstairs anymore. I already had the instruction from my mom not to go to the park and I was clear with that. No prob. But now that its happening to the whole school. That I've got a problem with.

School was going to end soon and there came extra-curricular classes in school which were the most boring thing anyone of the staff could ever think of. If it was my father, then I would be okay with it but still be more irritated. C'mon, just look at the French class I'm in and already I can just fall asleep there especially with the boring-old Tc. Lizzy. The way she teaches I find can make me just fall asleep. *zzz...zzz...zzz*

After the French class, I was still bored and felt like skipping drums class (the teacher was really hard to understand). But he still insisted and so did my mom. When it was time for my turn to play, my brother was there too and it was difficult for me to play when a boy like him doesn't like LOUD music. sigh... After class, I called up a guy that teaches drum or guitar and I asked for details so that I could know more and could consider learning from him/them. I was excited that I had a chance to call him for details. I've always wanted to call the place but never had the chance. If the place was really in consideration to go for, I would GO!

I learned a new technique in netball during pe today - to catch with one hand first and then the other. It was fun doing it with Steph but not with Shana. She was discouraging me in so many ways by saying no this and no that. sigh... It ain't nice. =(

I had nothing to do after school and started playing catch with Steph and whoever who was interested to join in in the hall area. At first the crowd was small. Then it grew bigger that the big gigantic Nicholas in school came in and tried to get the ball from another guy in school. While they were doing their "thing", Nicholas shirt was showing and it was gross. All the fats there. *eww*

Friday was another drum lesson and I kinda understood it a little. This time, he used songs that I was used to and not like the old-fashioned songs. Another thing is that he plays SUPER LOUD. It ain't nice and hurting to the ears. I liked it when I got the song "King of Majesty". But it wasn't like the real thing they played in Hillsong United. =)

Random pic:

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USJ 23

Around the housing area...

They look nice to me. I know its weird but I like it. =D

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The Farm Filled with Fishes! and beautiful aqua-rium

Don't ask why I took this. It was just because I thought it should be together with other things. =D

Do you see any fishes there???

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"Sometimes we feel so bored that we'll just wanna hit ourselves in the head, so badly"

I learned some things the other day. One, I finally got the intro of "From the Inside Out" by guitar. I'm lovin' it even though its just the beginning and so easy. Second, I made some food with my mom that I'm lovin 'em too! For breakfast and dinner. They were good! Too much beef is another thing for the Shepherd's Pie.

If you're interested, click here. It was really a good try too. =)

Brought the dish to my aunt's place for dinner and everyone said it was GOOD. =) That was a good comment. =) I loved the sotong that was served too. =) That was sure some good sotong.
Was very bored that night too.None of my cousins were there which were around my age. It was b-o-r-i-n-g.

I spent the next day in my cousins house and it was kinda fun. I played PS2 almost the whole day and a little bit of kicking ball here and there. It was fun and hot and fun again. =D Better than staying at home again at least. =) My cousin found a new game to be addicted to while I was left to stare and be bored of his game. sigh... couldn't get much work done either cause i know the guys there will be a busy body. yeah. I enjoyed myself though when I finally cooled off from the game. It was fun, hot, and cool! But I was thinking if I'm gonna get sick again by cooling off so quickly.

My folks decided to go get some fish at the fish farm which was filled with both marine and freshwater fishes. It was cool and pitiful for me to see the fishes mutated that way. Anyway, I took some shots and will post up in a while.

Got home and finally could get some rest.

I like this pic of him. Looks so up-close. =D

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Part 2

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I've not done any test all week and I feel very bad. I wish I could do faster and better instead of procrastinating about doing it later.

Later that night, I felt woozy after a shower and very cold. I covered myself up and had no appetite to eat heavily like usual. Not that I do anyway. My mom said it was probably b'cos I cooled off quickly after netball. So I was feeling awful. Both a headache and a feeling to vomit.

The next day I thought of staying away from class and doing my work in the room. Unfortunately, I just remembered that I have to do a test and I managed to pass it. Yay! I got 97% Just 3 marks away and the silly mistake I did. I didn't know better anyway.
I stayed in class during pe and did my "unfinished" work. I was suppose to do them the night before but I couldn't. What the heck anyway. I still managed to finish 'em. =)

The class was really quiet during pe and I wouldn't get distracted. It was nice. Never knew that some people would just go down for half-an hour only and come up to do their work.
I was really hungry and went to find some food to digest. RM 1.60 + 50 cents thrown down to the face of the owner. haha. Used off.

Holidays are here and time to work my ass off. Hope I can. -.-"

HAPPY HOLIDAYS!
(long weekend)

random picture

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Part 1

"Obey the high authority no matter what, cause it is always good for you"

Today was just ridiculous. First, I was in the damn HOT sun! I'm starting not to like it anymore. Second, I was so hungry during lunch. And third, thats all.

So yeah. I managed to do more than expected actually. For my work. I was quite satisfied.

Netball was awful. I felt really like I was in the oven or something. Seriously! I could feel my heart is going to burst and the skin is tearing apart. I really wanted to go already but afraid the captain might say that I'm worthless. So I stayed on. I was in no mood to play nor have any fun. It was really getting to me. I don't know why I don't have anymore stamina. =( Its good to have a good stamina so that we don't have to go outa breath everytime. Like some people in the team. We'll feel like dying if we don't have a good stamina. Anyway, I was really hot and tired. I could sleep there or stare into space for hours. haha. not really hours but you know what i mean.

I thought I had nothing to do so I went to my mom's room and rested there. I was so dead. Where the fan there was blowing good towards me, I'll get sick easily and it ain't good either. I will eventually...

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What a louzy place to be in

My Friday was ok. I know I've been saying that I wanted to get out of the house. Seriuosly! It was just OK.



I got some new stuff and got to watch at least a movie this holidays. My mom said it was one of the most boring shows she has ever watched. Wow! okay...wasn't expecting that. Considering it was from my mom. sigh.. I thought it was ok too. I kinda enjoyed it. Maybe it was because I could feel how the boy was going through and stuff. He's like a REALLY lonely kid. Maybe sometimes like me. haha. But I didn't think myself as a MARTIAN. Like some weirdos...

As for the next day, it was AWFUL! Even though it was good training, it was killing me on the inside! Even my legs were killing me the whole of Sunday (i posted this on Sunday). The muscles there were so painful that I wasn't actively walking the entire day. sigh... Overall, the training was good except I so wanted to get outta there ASAP! It was hot, tiring, and most importantly NOT NICE! Ya, not nice. =( *sob sob*

Anyway, tomorrow is another afternoon of training. =( Me no liky. Its like torture to me. Hope I'll enjoy it. Or NOT! sigh...

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Twilight

This book apparently has been so popular among so many teenage girls. I don't know about boys but I know it gave a very strong impact on the girls.

It was a story of a girl , Isabella Swan, who moved to Forks and then she met this beautiful, handsome boy who she was looking at all the time. His name was...Edward Cullen. He was trying to avoid her because of some personal reasons of his own. Well, to cut the long story short, they both fell in love and she was alright with him being a vampire and all. After the whole incident of the tracker tracking her down to go for her blood. She was alright. As long as she had EDWARD.

As for the extra insight, here they are...

Cars:

~ Bella's old crappy truck ~

~ Edward's S60 R ~

~ Rosalie's BMW M3 ~

~ Emmett's Jeep Wrangler ~

~ Carlisle's Mercedes S55 AMG ~

~ Edward's Aston Martin V12 Vanquish~
(when he tooked her to the prom)

As for the cast, I'm not very sure of them yet. But these were what they were saying,

Kristen Stewart as Isabella Swan


Robert Pattinson as Edward Cullen.
Honestly, I think Henry Cavill really should be the one to play the role of Edward. But, he's a little too "old".

Cam Gigandet is supposedly to play James
The dangerous one.

The rest of Edward's family:
Carlisle as Peter Facinelli
Esme as Elizabeth Reaser
Rosalie as Nikki Reed
Alice as Ashley Greene
Jasper as Jackson Rathbone

I'm not very sure about Emmett though.


Some people are still looking at who will play the role of Jacob Black. Hmmm...wonder who's it gonna be...

Interesting though.

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