Friday, November 30, 2007

Pics

These are the pics from Sunday... forgot to post it up.




Ok that's about it.

THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yes, today is the last day for my school. I'm in homeschooling so we don't follow the government school holidayz. We took tons of photos. Weird and funny and serious.

This is the day when all happiness and sadness are shared together. Some of us will have fun and some of us will be sad.

These are some of the pics:



This one looks like Siamese twins or a letter "V". haha!

The sox team! Yay! Go sox team.

Putting on our thinking caps...

Look who's posing...

There was a choir presentation by the juniors too

Mind the blurness cause he moved. They were playing some game with the leg.

Anyway, some of the pics are just darn crazy. Later, Carolyn came with her iPod and we started listening to it with loads of music in it. One particular song made this result and a few pics while they were meddling with it:

This was the one. It was all because of the song "When We Die by Bowling For Soup".
Listen to it. Its nice.

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Then, I think it was either Kathy or Jasmine that brought the movie "Freedom Writers". It had a similar story to "The Triumph". Again it was touching at the end. I think touching scenes only happen at the end to me. haha! I think the seniors had quite a good time in partying. We had movies, food, and picture taken all over.

After all the food, I was wondering what are the seniors doing? So I went inside to check it out. There were two groups, and both of them are playing cards. Sigh...
We were so started playing with the netball ball and passing it to each other. There were Steph, Hannah, Julian, Bernard, Sean, Benedict, Paul, Samuel G. and I. The passings were really random. I just don't know when the person would pass to me.

Later, I was surprised to see Karlynn come to school in a hurry to pick Steph. And she smelled good with lots of perfume on I think. Anyway, hope everyone who are having holidays now have FUN!!!
Its like the summer holidays. So see you all next year!
Enjoy...

Thursday, November 29, 2007

Two days done together

Boring Wednesday
PE wasn't very exciting today. It was bring in fact. It didn't feel like much of a practice when we started playing a game with 4 guys. These guys were tall, huge, humongous, cheaters, sometimes unfair, and good in playing. The girls on the unfortunate side were losing desperately when they scored so many times. I couldn't stand it anymore. Now I understand why Karlynn was so upset that day. It wasn't really that fair actually. We died already actually when news came to us saying that we were playing with the guys. Then our "rescuer", Jocelyn and Kathy, join in and we started scoring some goals at least. While taking a break, I cycled Jo. Ho's bike. It felt so cooling.
It was like I was flying but I was very cautious of where I was going. I wasn't used to riding a bike since don't know when. Its been a long time. After getting off the bike, I suddenly felt this heavy feeling of tiredness. Wow! Strange though.

During lunch, Steph asked Tc. Alv if there was going to be a girls futsol team? And he said that there could be. If there is, I would certainly join. Can't wait to change sport. She started asking a few people already. Wow! I know she's really excited.

After school, I got to go for my usual tuition class for a while cause I had a few questions to ask. Then I was FREE as a bird. Since I was so free, I went to the sanctuary hall and practiced my drums and keyboard. I tried playing the song I just learned and it was chun! As for the keyboard, I practiced the song (Avril Lavigne - When You're Gone) I got from the net and played the intro. I'm happy I got it. I want to learn more. I think my friend is right about keyboard. It can sometimes bore you. But the sound is so melodious. Peace...

Thursday
I felt very very sleepy this morning. It was only until I reached school that I woke up to my feet. Later at school, I did my usual stuff (putting my bag down and so on...). Then Hannah came up to me to give me back my TOWEL. Yay! My beloved towel. Then Steph arrived and the minute I saw her, I noticed her outfit first. It was like all BLACK! Can you believe it? All black. Well, except for her socks. She said it was her mood for that day though. But apparently for that day, that certainly her mood cause she was all happy I think.

Devotion came and Pastor John was asking us what we were going to do for the long holidays. Most of us said the about the same thing what we were going to do. Some of us are doing so many things for the holidays and they're mostly camps or just sorting out our life. Today's devotion was I think wasn't as boring as the ones he would have taught us.

So during lunch, after we finished our food, Steph, Hannah, and Sarah were downstairs. When Jocelyn told me we had duty, I had then only said "No wonder Pastor John let us out early." And it was even earlier than Tc. Alv's class. On top of that, I didn't even know we even had duty. Huh!

So while they were getting ready, I didn't feel like helping out cause I was doing the job almost every time. But I do feel bad if i don't help out since its Jocelyn and Josephine that's doing most of the stuff. But while they were doing the duty, I was watching Steph and Sarah do some funny and lame dance. If only I could upload the video then it would be so cool. Its quite entertaining actually. Haha!!! Carolyn joined too. It was funny every time Steph does something. Haha!!! Can't stop thinking how ridiculous it was today.

I did my L.A. lpt today and I scored 81%! But I've gotta admit that the test and book was boring and Josephine was complaining to Pastor John that it was difficult. Now I'm the same book as them but still slower. But I don't mind actually cause I don't really like it either. So ya.

After school, I just only remembered that it was going to be my last chance of getting the songs from Tc. Alv's class' computer. And tomorrow is the LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!!!
I'm so happy that the holidays are finally here. And I'm even happier that I just found my 2 old old friends from my old old school. Yay! One of them has changed from a 9-year-old to a 14-year-old that looks very lady-like. She looks matured. I wonder if she is. In her friendster profile, I saw some photos of her and her new/old friends. In one of the pics, I saw my old best friend and she hasn't changed a bit (appearance). I don't know about her character but again I'm saying she hasn't changed a bit. I wonder how she can stay there so long? I think she's in a family that can afford to pay the school.

Well, that's my day so far...

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

Happy Tuesday

We had a netball game today. It was so fun and cool. We were up against some public school and they were GOOD. And I mean it. But before we knew who we up against, it was suppose to be GTPJ. Apparently, they can only make it during weekends.

So the game went on...
When the game started, I began to panic a little. Then our "coach" Tc. Rosalind told us it was a friendly match and indeed it was! They were quite friendly in fact. But there were some players, as I watched the game go on, very good in shooting.

In the first game, it was played by the "experienced" players while Hannah, Steph, Carolyn, Jasmine, and I sat by the side to watch them. At first, I didn't think they were that good actually. But after watching them play a while, they were GOOD!!! During then, there was a "5 min" break for them to rest. Karlynn came up on us and asked how she was during the game? I thought she wasn't really that bad. And not at all actually. But after seeing her fall down a couple of times and didn't do much to get the ball into our side, I can see why she's unhappy.

Then came to the second game where we "unexperienced" players was our turn. I was a little bit nervous while Steph was panicking. She wasn't that ready I think but when the game started she was kinda butter fingers in the beginning but as the game started going she got better. During the game, my opponent kept on running around and I so wish she could just sit stil. But anyway, that's how the game is suppose to be played. Running around. haha.

After the game, I didn't really feel that tired. I felt good. But i felt good losing. Weird right. Anyway, the others ("experienced" players) told us that we were good cause we brought the ball towards our side of the goal most of the time rather than the first game. I felt some encouragement go inside me. haha. The so-called
"experienced" players didn't really do quite a good job as we "un-experienced" players.

Finally! I got to learn a new song today during my drum class today but it isn't that complete yet. At least I got the first few parts of the song until the very beginning of the chorus. I'm so happy that at LAST I can play something or play with the guitar. I don't play both instruments at the same time FYI. haha. I didn't do much work too until after lunch.

Monday, November 26, 2007

Monday blues together with rejoicing

And these were really blues that a bit rejoicing (regarding the title).

The day started off when I entered the hall of the school and I saw Jo C. She said "Hi. Wow, you're alright" Cause I just recovered from dengue fever.

Today I woke up like super late for me. I was in a blur mood as well. I didn't even know I was going by motorbike. If not I would've gotten ready early. And maybe I was too excited. You guys might be thinking "why should she be excited about school. Its sssssssooooooooo boring."


Anyway, I was. So today, tc. Linda gave us a "treat" by letting us watch a movie "Esther". It was quite sad actually. How Esther is going to be the next queen and the Jews going to be killed but didn't. Thank God for their wonderful work of prayer. She also brought "The Bee Movie" DVD for us to watch in case the player can't play. Yay! Don't know why. But maybe I preferred the bee movie than Esther. But Esther was good too.

My weekend

Saturday
I went to DUMC early or I think it was early cause I didn't see anyone there yet (in the room). Well, of course there were people there. So I waited until Karlynn came.

After waiting...
Finally went in and the room was started by leaders. I couldn't wait to hear all the things that she was going to tell me of what had happened in school over the week. It was both exciting and shocking. Some things were very disappointing over the week. For instance, there was netball and the girls weren't very happy after the match with the other center (S.O.R., our rival). Our team captain apparently said some things that were not suppose to be said. It feels like the team is starting to break up if we keep on acting this way. About 2 months ago, I thinking on quitting the team already. Maybe after everyone isn't playing anymore, I'll just quit. That was how bad it can be if this NETBALL team isn't going too cooperate and be like a "loving" family.
As for the exciting news was that they found a new name for Mr. BB (it sounds like a bunny's name). Some guy in school which Karlynn likes cause of the b-o-d-y. There were a lot of sports activities that happened in school too. Things like futsul, rounders, and dodgeball. It was a shame I missed the fun that week.

Anyway, getting back to church. DBS lesson was good and irritating and HOT.
Irritating was because of a guy sitting behind me and making a lot of noise that wasn't pleasant at ALL. Exciting was because I've not been there for the last lesson. Sad... The room was so cramped that they said there was 40 over people in that small room which people take up all the coolness. And there was only 1 air-cond. How bad can it get?

After class, Karlynn met up with her friends while I was really rushing to get to the car. My mom smsed/called a couple of times and I knew I was late. Shit! I've been late 3-4 times already and i don't want to do it again. Especially when my father is so particular about punctuality. My mom even told me that there was a parent coming to see my father and they were already waiting. Anyway, they were early I guess.

When we were there I was pretty generous and in a ready to help out mood. It was really a lot of work now that I've come to realize that. I was even beginning to sweat too. Phew! Glad that was finally over when it was food time. Yay! haha

Reached home and watched "Zoom". I've been wanting to watch that movie since like um...october I think. My friend said she was going to lend me the movie, but in the end never did borrow from her. She forgot one week and the week after that I saw in the Astro mag they were going to show it on Astro! Finally! Its was about time they do anyway. The last I counted for a movie in the cinema to reach Astro takes about 15 months. That's really a long time. I don't know about now though.

Sunday
I was invited to go swimming with my friends. Met up at Steph's place and later go to Hannah's aunty's house/apartment. When I reached Steph's house, I went in and saw like they didn't know I was there or something. Then, I went into her room and saw there was something major to her going on. So we waited. She was having some problems. While waiting for Hannah, Karlynn was busy talking to Steph's mom about education and future stuff. She can go on and on and on... can't blame her for that anyway.
After waiting 1 hr+, Hannah finally arrived. I gave her a surprise by showing up cause she didn't know I was coming anyway. Her aunty's place was in Damansara Perdana. Some apartments that looked like office buildings. We took some photos too. Most of them are in Hannah's camera. I'll get it from her another day to post up. But for now I've got some that I took from my phone.




The last 2 pics of furniture are from magazines there and they just look beautiful. That was one reason I took them.

Later, we ate quite a bit of things. Food like cake. And not just any kind of fist time baked cake. It was CHOCOLATE cake! I'm not really a fan of chocolate but this cake was D-E-L-I-C-I-O-U-S! It was baked by Steph with her mom's help. haha! And there was Chicken wings by Hannah. Sadly, I forgot to bring my share to eat. It was suppose to be like a mini picnic I guess.

So tired after that. We were all dropped off at Steph's house and we chatted from then on until our parents arrived (Karlynn and my folks). Talking outside near the cars was cool. I liked it. It was like relaxing out with friends on the last day of that weekend and watching the sunset i guess. While talking, Karlynn was pleading/begging to me to go for XYZ Camp. I so wanna go but am worried what people in school or "the Pastor Kevin" would say to me. And in referring to my dad as "his daughter". Anyway, she tried and tried and even gave me her "puppy dog" look so many times. I knew she really wanted me to go. I said I'll give her the answer by the end of the week. (Hopefully I will be able to give her the answer.) I having a feeling that I won't be able to make it.

After all the pleading, the both of them were talking about Steph's friend and planning to go play futsol with Tham and his friend that play futsol. It was funny. I enjoyed the day. Its been a long time since I've been swimming anyway.
When it was time to have dinner, I was so hungry at that time and started gobbling my food down. It tasted even better with chili. haha

So tired... it was a great weekend

Saturday, November 24, 2007

The night

Last night (Friday night) as I was going to sleep, my mom came up to me and asked if I wanted to go to DUMC. I said "Yeah." Then she was like "ok then since you've been such a good girl" and so on. I was so happy. That was because I was finally going out and doing something at least. I felt so happy after that. I couldn't sleep and my heart was beating again! haha

Friday, November 23, 2007

The Triumph


The plot outline: Three-time Emmy Award® nominee Matthew Perry (TV's Studio 60 on the Sunset Strip, Friends) delivers a "...tour-de-force performance" (Boston Herald) as real-life inspiration Ron Clark, a passionate and innovative teacher who leaves his small hometown to teach in one of Harlem's toughest schools. But to break through to his students, Clark must use unconventional methods, including his ground-breaking classroom rules, to drive them toward their greatest potential.

This story was really touching to me. Well, actually in the end it was. The actual title of the movie is "The Ron Clark Story" but in Australia its called "The Triumph". I didn't know that until I searched more about the movie. Anyway, try watching it.

Doctor

Today, I went to the doctor to get a check-up and so on. It was sssssssooooooooooo boring! I felt like I could sleep there. There was literally nothing to do except to wait and wait and wait. I wanted to do something else but what was there to do. I felt like going home and sleep cause at that time I was feeling very sleepy.

During check-up, the doctor ask if I would like to become a doctor? I was like (why in the world would i want to become one. Its not even my interest to become one unless it has anything to do with some research or something) "Um...no." He was going so fast I'm not sure if could even catch up to his speed.

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Ok, I've just asked my mom and finally my heart has stop beating (as in the nervous kind of way). She said "No. And stop bugging me." Ok then, no is no then. Sigh... Looks like I didn't even get to go to somewhere I enjoy and am stuck at home again for another 2 more days till I get to school. Another weekend wasted by boredom.

Last weekend for me was spending my time in the hospital. Now, this weekend is spent at home. sigh...

Last night was one of the nights which I actually enjoyed. I got to watch something at least which didn't make my night so boring and sleepy although I was already tired. I watched a couple of shows like "The Amazing Race Asia Season 2" and "The Triumph". They were great. Amazing Race was funny and disgusting but still it was good. The Triumph was very touching. Will tell you more in a while. You can catch the show on Hallmark channel.

Worries

I am so worried what my mom will say. It could either be a "Yes" or "No". I am really scared and worried what her answer will BE. I don't know what or when to ask her. Its all about going out in case you didn't know. Every time I feel like asking her, I don't know if she'll let me go or not. I just wanna ask her when she's not busy or anything. It could even be now. Maybe i should try now. But maybe she's still busy. I should try later. Sigh... (don't know when to ask) I wanna get it over with already.

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I just got a phone call from Karlynn cause I sms her saying that i won't be coming for the XYZ Camp because of certain reasons that'll mix up life. She sounded upset on the phone. I'm sorry for that. Its hard for me to decide especially when my FATHER is the principal of the school and I have to support him/the church which sometimes can be really unfair. I just feel that there should be some justice in us kids choosing what we want. But unfortunately that can't happen if you are in my place. I feel really unprivileged for not being free from stuff that I'm suppose to be able to choose from. I wish I was in school right now to see the speech/drama thing happening and how funny it can be. They must be having so much fun right now. Sadly, I can't see that.

Thursday, November 22, 2007

Weird dream

Last Wednesday, I had this weird dream that I got something. I didn't think it was real until it came true. My dream was about me getting 81% in my maths. It was strange to me. I saw that particular moment when my teacher wrote down "81%" as the score. It actually came true. i really didn't expect it to happen. I hope it won't come true but it did.

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

The outside world

Yesterday I was so mad at my parents. They wouldn't even allow me to go to school just to see my friends and be there not playing and just watch them. If I went, I'd feel so HAPPY! But instead they wouldn't allow. I had to let go of it somehow. I don't like being treated like a patient no more. I want to be free in the outside world and join the fun. I hope I can go this Saturday. If not I can't go for XYZ Camp. They said that we have to sign up by this Saturday. So I don't want to miss that opportunity. I want to attend the last lesson that's happening this Saturday too. I don't want to miss it. I've already missed one and I don't want to miss another. Its already bad enough that I've missed one (for me). I feel bad for missing it.

I want to go to church too. I've already missed going to my church last week since I was admitted into hospital. That I was kinda happy but this weekend, I really want to go to my church although its boring, I still want to go! And I hope I can join my friends at her place to go swimming this Sunday. I doubt I'll be bitten by those dengue mosquito again. I've always been very good and don't think Ill be bitten.

Early this morning (well not really morning already cause I woke up late like noon), my aunt called me and asked if i needed anything and asked for a magazine. Finally, I've at least got something from the outside world. Yay! But it still isn't good enough. I want more time outside. Although I mentioned earlier that I'm sick of being treated like a patient, I really have no choice I'm forced to stay at home until next week which I'll be able to go to school again. At least I won't be stuck at home like today and the REST OF THE WEEK!!! So sick of it.

MY HOPES & WISHES: Is to be OUT OF THE HOUSE!!!! There is nothing more I'd rather do than just to get out of this stinking house and be free.

That is seriously what I want now. I feel like I'm on a holiday (school holiday). But this holiday is like prison where I can't even get out of the house.

BTYL...

Monday, November 19, 2007

Hospital

My experience at the hospital was scary at first then later I got really bored. This is the first time I got admitted to the hospital. Today is the day when I finally get discharge from the HOSPITAL! Btw, I got admitted on Friday night. Its been a weird weekend for me so far.

This was me waiting to be discharged


Today is Monday and I've just got to hang on for a week more till I can go to school again. Can't bare to be cooped up in this house anymore. I think the more I'm stuck in this boring house, the more I'll go crazy. Not being in a new environment. I seriously need to get back to school or at least not be stuck at home.

I went to school today and some people saw me like Zane, Jeremy (the small boy), Aunty Christie and Jasmin. They were shocked that I was there. Was very bored at that time too. Later, got home and unpacked and chatted online for a while until my mom called. Now I've got a show to watch and I'll blog later.

Friday, November 16, 2007

&^%#@*^##%&

I'm stuck at home again. =( Don't like it at all. I want to go back to school again. But I'm not sure if I can show my face to people or not. I hope its ok. Now my red dots are like ok already I guess. Thats for my face. But my legs and arms still have them. They're itchy too. I really want to go back to school and get normal again. Urgh! I have to complete my science lpt. I want to go higher and reach my goals. Its kinda like I do less books next year I guess.

At least today I get skip netball practice and I don't have to do that 30 jumps. I've still not recovered from that yet. But there's speech/drama which I'm gonna miss. Sad. I think Steph is joining today though. I don't know cause I'm not in school to see that.

My WISH: to feel better so that I can be OK tomorrow. Please!
Thank you for your prayers too.

Thursday, November 15, 2007

Freee like the rain!

I managed to get out of school early. I was taken to the doctor to get another check-up. To see what other problems there are with me. I started having these strange rashes coming upon me me. They look like small mosquito bites biting me. Ow! There were so many on my body. They even look like measles. But they were not.

When my mother called me, I was still on that same page I was of my exercise and trying to solve it. It was a new book. Very new to me actually. I've never come across such things like that in my life before. So it takes a while for it to develp in my head.

I feel normal actually but once the doctor called, he said that I'm low in platelet (something that blood consists of). I can't go to school tomorrow and can't go to church with Karlynn. I don't know about that yet though. Hope I can go by then. Must drink LOTS & LOTS of water. Must be well again.

Sicking crazy

(Wednesday) In the morning I was feeling kinda ok. Then after pe, I was feeling all woozy and cold. Later, I wanted to do my lpt. I thought I could consentrate on the test. I would think its ok. After doing my test, I realized that I was feeling really cold. Like FREEZING! Strange.

I felt perfectly normal until lunch time. I felt like a sick child roaming around all the other healthy people. Then Steph came up to me while I was lining up for my food, said she had duty and I had to sit alone. But not for long, there was another friend of mine that came up and teman me. When Steph was done, she saw Sean and decided to teman him. She wanted me to join him but I don't dare show my face to anyone at that point cause I knew my face was seriously filled with red dots. Embarassing.

So I went home early and at least I got to skip my TUITION CLASS!!! =) YAY!!!

Monday, November 12, 2007

Boredom. Help!

Everyone in school (seniors only) had to attend this seminar which was by this special speaker, Julie Hiramine and the team. They must have regretted coming to the seminar. There were some fun parts too. That was because they organized games. Including the games was much better than just talking there and listening. It'll feel so sleepy. The place and facilities were kinda bad. I still prefer our center.

The talk wasn't really that interesting for me. I don't get a thing out of what she was talking about. It was suppose to be about sex and purity but all I hear is things about God and stuff. I just don't see the connection. Seriously. Overall, it was boring exceot for the stories and games.

When we came back, the 4 of us were doing stuff that were really. Well, mainly it was Steph. She always has some craziness with her and that makes us laugh. haha

Yipee!

Yay! I feel so much better now.

Awards Nite

Sunday afternoon was Awards Nite. The night/evening where students perform their own presentation in front of their parents and other people. They receive their award too if they get any. hahaha.

At first I was kinda nervous. I've never let my hair down before in front of so many people and people were looking. I was afraid that I'll make a mistake somewhere along the presentation, which I did and tried to cover it up. haha

The best presentation during the Awards Nite was the *drumroll*... THE MIME!!! That was the best presentation so far.
The other presentations kinda sucked. It wasn't as good as the PJ CENTER! I should've recorded the mime presentation but the camera was occupied by someone else. Geram betul! It was really beautiful and I had to miss that shot.

Hmm...lets see. What award did I get?
The 2nd highest number of lifepacs. Yay! Last year was the most improved student. The prize was money. Won't tell you how it was cause its mine. haha just kidding. At least its above RM 50.

When it was time for graduation, the PJ center screamed the loudest for their friends. It was so LOUD my ears was going to burst. Literally (nah).

Sunday, November 11, 2007

The reason

Why I chose the name for my brother were for some reasons that my parents don't even know. They thought I just picked it. There was something that I thought would nearly blow my cover.

First was that the name Andrew means "Manly".
Second, I remembered this guy in my previous school and his name was Andrew too. But it wasn't because of him that I chose his name. And besides, my parents thought it was a good name too.

Half half

It was half miserable and half exciting. I went to DUMC for D'Race. In the morning I felt okay then later I didn't feel so good already.

The first half of the game was enjoyable then when it came after lunch, I felt kinda tired. It wasn't so good. But at least I could tahan it for the whole session.

Later, I went to Karlynn's place and checked out "Twilight" by Stephenie Meyer. Many people in school have read that book and it was like so touching for them I think. I read the synopsis of the book and found it was a very romantic kind of book. I'm interested to read the book too. But the only problem is that if I borrow the book from someone, I might take ages to finish.

I felt so sick when my mom came and picked me. I could feel like I wanted to sleep instead of going to church. Zzzz....

Friday, November 9, 2007

News flash

Shit! What I hope will not be known has been known. My friends found out that I like some guys in school and church. Its no prob actually except that its kinda obvious when I do it. So hope I don't do it again. But I just can't help it. So since they know now, I probably don't have to hide it anymore. I don't know. I'll just have to see first.

After school, Karl and I played shooting at the court and we talked while we shooted. It was ok la. I guess. News were exposed. Talking about the guy Karl was crazy over. Comparing and describing their qualities. Well, they are cute. Except for certain ones.

Now I don't know if I should go for D'Race or not. Its a very hard decision to make. Actually, I do want to rest but if I stay at home tomorrow, I'll have nothing to do. Being lazy and stuff or stay on my computer all day like yesterday. I just sat there doing my stuff and just couldn't take a break. I knew I was wrong towards my eyes. They are already suffering and I know it. So sorry eyes. Then I got this call from my cell leader asking me to go. She kept on asking me to go cause I just won't make up my mind. And in the end my answer was "yes."

Thursday, November 8, 2007

Loveable song

First...
This song is seriously nice. Except for the starting part. But overall its b-e-a-u-tiful.
Listen to it:



Backstreet Boys - Inconsolable

I close the door
Like so many times, so many times before
Filmed like a scene on the cutting room floor
When I let you walk away tonight
Without a word

I try to sleep, yeah
But the clock is stuck on thoughts of you and me
A thousand more regrets unraveling, ohh
If you were here right now, I swear,
I'd tell you this

CHORUS
Baby I don't want to waste another day
Keeping it inside it's killing me
'Cause all I ever want, it comes right down to you (to you)
I'm wishing I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable

I climb the walls
I can see the edge but I can't take the fall, no.
I've memorized the number
So why can't i make the call
Maybe 'cause I know you'll always be with me
In the possibilities

CHORUS
Baby I don't wanna waste another day (another day)
Keeping it inside it's killing me
'Cause all I ever want it comes right down to you (to you)
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave

I'm inconsolable

Oh oh no no no
I don't wanna be like this
I just wanna let you know
'Cause everything that I hold in
Is everything I can't let go
Oh oh oh oh can't let go
Yeah yeah yeah yeah

CHORUS
'Cause baby I don't wanna waste another day
Keeping it inside it's killing me (killing me 'cause)
'Cause all I ever want (all I ever wanted)
Comes right down to you (to you), to you (to you)
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable
Oh oh oh oh

Don't you know it baby
I don't wanna waste another day
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable
Yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah oh oh
I'm inconsolable
Whoa oh oh oh yeah yeah oh oh
I'm inconsolable
Oh oh yeah yeah

I LOVE THIS SONG!!!!!!!!!!!! Especially the chorus.

Updates

So this morning I woke up at 9am and lazed in bed for an hour. Trying my best to go back to sleep. So much for that staying up till 12am. Didn't really help.

Here are more pics from "Rehearsal Day" that have been requested:




Whoa! A long line of sleepy heads

So far my Deepavali is like any other holiday where I just stay at home and practically do nothing except stay on my comp and do stuff. Of course I'll take a break from it once I can try and get out of my seat.

Oh ya, forgot to mention something. On Friday after school, Lisa came to our school just to say hello. I was surprised once she stepped into the classroom when we were just about to be dismissed. Whoa! Shocking.

Anyway, that's about it I guess. If I hadn't forgotten anything.

So many calls!

Yesterday night, I was so tired and refused to go to bed. So I stayed up doing my brother's comp and watching a bit of tv. Then I got a call from my cell leader, Jessica, talking about D'Race that's happening on Saturday and the LOUD Concert that happened on Sunday. Don't know if I'm going or not. Cause one says I should and the other says I should not. So I don't know which to choose. She said that Karlynn brought along 19 people with her (including herself). Actually it was Darren and his bro that helped. When she told me that, I was surprised that she brought along so MANY people. So then I said I'll think about it. Whether I should come or not. Really don't know.

Then another call came in from Karlynn. I was half way in the bathroom when suddenly the phone RANG! OH! What a time. I was in the middle of something here. But nevermind. Its okay. The conversation lasted for 1 hr and 7 mins after we washed up. Till midnight! My goodness. Its the first time actually I chatted with a friend till midnight. That night was had its ups and downs in the convo. She was bored so I accompanied her. I didn't mind actually. My parents were wondering what was I doing. haha.

Wednesday, November 7, 2007

Tired betul

Today was weird. In the morning, I came in and saw that everything was ok with Josephine and Karlynn. So ok la. Then we went down to the park and talked about guys. When Josephine told Karlynn about it, she just couldn't believe it or never expect it. It was really filled with weird stuff.

School today was like...boring. I was getting ready to sit for my Maths test and while that commotion was going on around my place. That's it. Once Zane gets back to school, there is no peace in the classroom. After lunch, I took my test and I thought I was ready for it. The thing I hate most abut questions they ask in the test is the part when they want you to find the perimeter and area of the shaded region in circles. Don't like them most of all. I passed up my test late so I waited outside for teacher to mark my test. I was excited to know what I got for my test. When I found out, my cheerie face turned to a sad face. I only got 62%. That'll mean I failed. =( I was disappointed with myself.

As usual I went for tuition class. I didn't really have a lot of work to do anymore so I was running in and running out helping my dad get some stuff. While I was in the office, I was looking over my dad's table and saw a list for the awards nite. I knew that maybe Josephine or me might get the award or something. I don't know. I think its best if I let it be a surprise to me. Yea, I think it should be that way.

After everything was over. I was seriously tired when I got into the car. I slept almost immeadiately. When I got up, I felt like I couldn't even open my eyes. Just wanted to head to bed. By the way, to all Hindus:

HAPPY DEEPAVALI!!!!
Have a good holiday...

Tuesday, November 6, 2007

The joy that brings us out, but on the other hand, there is the sadness that keeps us within.

Happiness...
In the morning when I just arrived at school, Steph & Karlynn were talking about Daniel again. And guess what. They found out his surname. Finally. We were making fun of his name when it came to choir practice. There were a whole lot of commotion when it came to choir practice . Everyone making noise and so on. While waiting to be called to play the violin, Steph (didn't have her violin) was tapping our shoulder to give us the tempo of the song. So tapping our shoulders, she said that it could be like thumb thumb. Which is like Daniel's surname.

After school, there was netball practice. Our captain wasn't there so she appointed another girl to be the captain. During passing the ball, almost everything was like kelam-kabut. It was more of play than seriousness, which wasn't very nice.

Disappointment...
While "practicing', our appointed captain thought we should play a game. So we did but there weren't enough people. So Josephine asked if the boys would like to join us. And they did. During game, I thought, "what in the world. How could she do this? It'll be impossible to beat the guys." So I said to myself I wanted a rest but the appointed captain got so pissed that she talked to the captain and told her everything. While waiting for her, another girl came up to me and asked what had happened. I didn't exactly tell her everything. It was actually quite brief and I hope she didn't know anymore than what I told her. After realizing that she is close with Josephine. I was like "oh shit! what did i do." But I hope that she'll understand.


Oh wells, that's about it.

Monday, November 5, 2007

Short

Ok, this is going to be a short one cause I have passed my bedtime. Don't ask. My father si the one that does it anyway. So here it is.

Today, I felt so tired especially from school. I feel as if I'm going to fail stuff. I just don't know. So ok la my science is at least the only one that I can do work on. Other than that my other books are like stuck for me. Unless I take the test. But there was one thing tough. I was eager and excited to hear Karlynn and Steph's story from the LOUD concert yesterday. I bet it was so much fun. And sure enough it was. Too bad I missed it. Or else I could've enjoyed myself during the concert. That sucked man. But at least I had a full dinner from my grandma's bday.

Just only, I just finished my BM essay (oops, actually it wasn't even done but what I can write for tonight). So I'll just tell my teacher that I'm not quite finished with it yet. haha.

Ok gotta go now before my dad sees me on he comp doing some other stuff and not getting ready for bed.

Saturday, November 3, 2007

Sad and happy moments

Rehearsal Day
The day where no work was done and we all I guess had fun. And we were very tired. The most "suffering" thing I would call it would be the part when our choir teacher wouldn't allow us to eat unless we get the whole thing right.

As usual Karlynn was so over the "cute" guy she says is cute. Plus, he's in his 20's already and a music teacher at Steph's music school. And he has a girlfriend. Later, we took nonsensical photos of ourselves. Here are some of the pics:




3 heads out of nowhere
I took it while they were not noticing. hehe...

There was one presentation that made Karlynn & Steph cry (literally!). It was so touching. Even I felt it although I've watched it a few times already. By the way, they have not watched it yet so it was a surprise to them. So the first time, Steph cried then later it made Karlynn cry. The second time, Karlynn cried then later it made Steph cry. So its like the other way around. The third time it wasn't so bad. There was so much of talking later on about the skit. Way to go guys. You really made us proud to watch a really touching show.

That night, I attended this boring youth meeting that Ps. Kevin wanted all the youth he could find to join the meeting. It wasn't very exciting other then the game they played. It sucked. Wasted my time going there anyway.

On Saturday, I met the same girl who goes to the Subang center and from the youth meeting on Friday night. It was weird. Then Darren (Karlynn's neighbor & friend / guy in school) came to XYZ to see how it was like. That afternoon, they were telling how exciting FCS 3 is gonna be. I wish I could go and enjoy the fun there too. This one is a concert and some LOUD MUSIC!!! But its sad that I've got to attend this family function tomorrow. Wish it was postponed to another time like on a Saturday afternoon.

This was some random thing i took on Halloween day. I think it looks nice.

The explaination of a life time

Its been a while since I've not blog because of this big fight I had with my dad. I've explained it to my friends and they said that it was a small prob to them. Its like so minor and what's the big deal with that. But to parents, its a major thing to them. I just don't understand it. Really!

It all happened after school when everyone went back already. I don't want to explain it because its tiring to type it out here so I just hope that you'll understand. Its was all just about respect and disrespect. To all adults and just about everyone.

So its been 1 week and a couple of days since I've gone on my pc. The first few days I said to myself that I'll try living without a pc for maybe a couple of weeks or months. And besides, without the computer in my way I was able to complete the work I was suppose to do.Just in time for the closing date for lifepacs.

Recently, Sean came in for diagnostic test and made the whole class even noisier. Like Jo. C said "The class was already noisy but when sean came in it became even noisier." That was the day when I was suppose to present my song. It was very emo actually and I liked it myself. Sean said I had good taste so i took that as a good comment. I enjoyed it. Hoped everyone enjoyed it too.

Last Friday, it was boring choir practice. But it was a good thing that we weren't playing the violin cuz the other two didn't bring their violins and thought that there will be chapel. Instead, we we chilling around while the others sang Lord of the Dance. Some old hymn our choir teacher picked. Suddenly, Karlynn went high and made our practice not so boring.

There are times when shocking news come into our minds. Like Karlynn and Sean's moving away. All of a sudden. Steph was actually crying in her heart. Trying her best not to express it as much. I feel sorry for Steph while she's in that situation.

HALLOWEEN DAY!!!
Generally, we Christians don't celebrate but just for the fun of it. My family decided to buy Baskin Robin ice-cream since they were offering 31% discount. But when we reached there the crowd was while. We waited 20 mins for the stupid ice-cream that even the service wasn't that great.

Netball practice that day wasn't too bad for me. I had the energy and they wanted me to be the shooter. I managed to goal quite a number and it felt GOOD! My movements there I thought were ok. We had a "5 min" break and started jogging around the park. We felt the breeze going through our shrits. Good eh? When we got back, all the teachers were out and there was havoc in the class. Everyone was having their own free time. While i think Sean, Karlynn and I were the only ones doing our work.