Please la. Stop talking about school! Its getting more and more annoying. The more you talk the more I hear hatred in your hearts and its really hurting. Just stop for ONCE! I beg of you.

The minute I hear anything concerning school, it bores me PLUS irritates me!

HELP m e somebody!

Going Away

"Let your heart lead you not into temptation..."

Men! Why does it have to happen? If! If only they'd just stayed the way things are meant to be. Like I've said, its so unfair.

First Renise leaves just before raya. Then, Jo Chuah left. I don't understand what is so bad man. I mean c'mon. Actually, I come to think of what my mom said. I really don't know who's side I'm on anymore. I guess maybe I want friends and thats why I'm being rebellious towards my folks. That shouldn't be the way. I know that. I must change. Its very like I'm not their child anymore.

Everytime someone talks about people leaving school, its just so annoying. Like my parents. They keep on talking/gossiping stuff about the school which are damn annoying, but sometimes it has its advantage. I get like some kind of inside scoop on the school and stuff.

So now that I'm all alone. Well not really. I've still got a few. But not enough to last my joy in me. It ain't good. Senior class stinks. They talk all about CRAP! Can't wait to get my freedom.

"Broken" By Lifehouse

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Heroes

Yay! The 3rd sesaon or Heroes has come OUT. =D I'm so excited. Can't wait to watch the first episode after waiting centuries (thats a figure of speech).

Petrelli brothers; Nathan & Peter

Father & daughter (Noah & Claire)

Peter...when he first didn't know who he was.

where the elders of thoses who knew about the virus were slowly killed...one by one.

SYLAR

They fight in unity...

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Today seems to be some kind of holiday for Selangor. Some unknown thing to us Christians.

Then there was futsal. It didn't happen. Cause two of our team mates bailed at the last minute. We spent the evening watching a movie, "Definitely, Maybe". That show was good. =) I know I liked it. =D

I went to sleepover at Renise's house on Friday to go for netball the following day. I totally embarrased myself when I didn't feel so well. It started during netball drills. =( At lunch, it got worse. I felt really sick. Even her mom had to trouble herself to go buy medcine. I didn't feel like cheering up at that time. sigh... it just felt awful.

We watched "The Dark Knight" too! Awesome movie. =)

That friday night, we went for Burger Nite and it was horrible. When it was time to eat and stuff, we all were in our gangs/groups and the subang people were in theirs. It just predictable when we're all asked to be in an event when we don't know the other person.

Here are some pics.

drinks weren't PLEASANT at all! trust me. no no

the competitors...

followed by some preaching by the "boring Simon"...

the mess after the contest

it was so boring that the whole gang of us went to the park to chill. It was awesome. SO MUCH Better than the preaching! Did a little taking photos with Egbert's camera, they played ice and water, played a little can futsal, and chilled!

As you know Awards Night is coming soon and the "lizzie" asked most of the seniors to join in. It was t least better than doing work cause then you get to be looked on by the "soo". The class was so quiet one day if it weren't for the two noisy ones...

I'm very curious to know...whenever a person wears a vest to school or something, it looks like some kind of joke to another person. Why is that so??? Damn strange.

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Last Day of Term

The holidays have come and I've gotta say one thing. It ain't GOOD.


Today. Its raining. As it got heavier, I saw the tree just fall from so high with just the remaining branch left. It was so cool! But that just shows one thing. Trees in Malaysia or KL are soooo flimsy. They can break so easily. There was one time. My mom, bro and I were in the car around the Sunway area after the heavy down pour. I saw some of the trees just fell directly on the car hoods and some just flew dunno how many feet away from the stem. I'm not very sure what its called but it just flew away.



I still go to school these days. Even during the holidays. I follow her to the office. If you know me, you should know why. Yeah. I actually miss home. I just wanna stay home just once and at least have the heart to do some work too. Cause I realize, I go to school. Start do work. And fall asleep. It really has the environment to make you go to sleep. Frustrating when I wanna get some work done. sigh...


So now I guess I'm stuck with just getting outta the house. Grr. Anyway, the week's gonna pass by soon enough.


Here are pics from the last day of school.

(part 1) (part 2)

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Ouch!

Monday was futsal evening. I cannot believe that the crazy friends I went out with left the school almost immedietely. For the first time in 1 n half year I've not done that. By the time I reached Renise's house, it was like what...3.15pm. Shocking... Once we reached there, explored her room for a while then headed off to change. We were worried they won't let us play cause we have so few players. There was only Jo, Po, and Ren (including me). Thats 4 of us. We had fun alright. Reached there, they allowed us to play. Yay! I had fun at first. Then I later lost my stamina to run anymore. =( Me no likey... Hmph! I missed having fun with it. I also wish the ball be softer like the football ball. *sob* Anyway, later we were serious that we came to play futsal to train and we needed a captain. So we picked Ren. So far, I saw that she's good at this and picked her to train us. Her training was good. Considering that her strategy to train us was kind of the right way. Her first was that we train our kicking of balls like manoeuvring it here and there around "cones". It helped. Now I know I have to start practicing with the ball to train for better grip with the ball.

The next day I was already suffereing with toe injury. It was also because I had my shoes on/off. It felt very uncomfortable with the rubber stuff in my shoes. When I saw the Nike shoe adv, I so wanted it. The shoe I was wearing was just fit for running. Not futsal! I mean...c'mon...we should be wearing shoes that fit the sport. But they are just damn expensive.

Again on Wednesday, Shana had us do the 3 rounds of duck walks and 15 jumps. It really hurt my thighs after that. I've never felt so much pain in my life. I tried not show it but walk normal. It was still very painful to do so. So I'm calling this the painful week! THE PAIN! Mucle pulls like mad! She made us all do push-ups too! 15/20 times! My legs started to "wobble" already. I tried my best to tahan the pain while doing drills and game time. When it was break time, I couldn't tahan anymore. That was it. I had to rest.

The next day, my legs hurt even MORE! I still tried my best to get up here and there. But not as bad as Wednesday after netball.

Phew! I'm glad the holidays are coming. Hallelujah!

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One Pist/Emo Day

Firstly, netball match at the Sri Inai school was one fucking game. It made all of us so pist. I can really tell you that for sure. You'll know once you've experienced it THERE! It was fucking UNFAIR. One girl in the game, GA, who really pissed me off. I really wanted to punch her and smack her face like crazy. Her name's Sarah. Fucking Sarah. Just keep the damn words or comments or lies to yourself la. I really cannot take it anymore if I had the energy to do so. The first part of the game was really exciting. But I used the wrong strategy. I didn't quite follow what Shana said. I felt really dissappointed with myself for not doing a good job at yesterday's game.Everyone got praises which I was happy, but I wasn't. I know it makes no sense but eveyone was so busy criticizing that GA which was like a loud speaker to me. Every single little issue, she'll just complain about that. Example, I was getting ready for the game and when the whistle blew she just gushed out and grabbed my uniform STRAP! She was insane I tell you! She pulled me like a some barbie doll. Swing ME around. Another case was the GA...again...purposely tripped over Shana, when she took over the game, and Shana said "I din even step on you!" How could she right?! She had no RIGHT! She was outrageous.Good! We won 12 - 16. Yay! Glad but still our techniques are still bad. We really need to improve and play well. Just like how when Shana came into the game at the last half. When Shana came in, it was like we were playing like on sports day. I really felt dissappointed with myself. Once I saw Shana start guarding that GA like crazy, I was so shocked and knew exactly what to do next time with my opponents. GUARD THEM LIKE CRAZY. Thats the only thing I need to remember. But first...NEED to practice with others. Kay Jen and I really need the help. Hope they'll make the practice to GT at 11 instead of 1. Its really inconvenient for most of us. After all that playing yesterday, I'm starting to have aches here and there already. Ouch.

Secondly, Karlynn came to school and surprised me. I din know she'd come. Guess to say a farewell to all of us. I really am gonna miss her. Great to see her again. She leaves tonight. Hope she comes to visit some day when she gets back or something. The minute she went off, Steph held a love cushion and it just looked adorable to hug at that moment. Jo Chuah, Steph and I all felt like crying. I really did. But I don't really show it. But we all had to hold it in. Came back to class and got 10mins detention from lunch. Stupid right. Just got detention for going out. Just for a SHORT WHILE!!! Damn idoit la the teacher. Sorry, I knew it was wrong to do but still...A SHORT WHILE!!!!!!! Please, what harm can we do?! When I got back to studying for my H&G, I suddenly got interupted. I just couldn't concentrate for one minute. I just felt sad and next minute pulled myself together. Tried to get over it so that I could just take the damn test. I really had to get that fact in my brain. Just HAD TO.

Thirdly, I was so stressed out today. THE LAST LIFEPAC TEST DAY! It was really nerve-wrecking. I failed 2 tests and managed to get one passed. Yay! At least I completed what needed to do. =D

* I dont usually use such words out loud. But, if its that bad and "tak boleh tahan lagi"(if you know what it means), I WILL USE THEM.

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