What the hell is wrong with me?!!! Why do I so lazy in the morning and just feel like my temper has just gone out. ARGH!!! Every weekend is like that. I Hate it! It so damn annoying. Why can't I just feel like how I am on weekdays. Its so damn frustrating again la. sigh...

What's wrong with me. I just had a fight and it sucked. I have no idea why I don't have a right to hit my bro although I know that he IS my bro. He was playing with me and I seriously wasn't in the mood do play or anything except watch the show on tv with my folks. It so damn irritating.

WHY?!

~ My Birthday ~

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY... to myself haha!!!

As most of you know (people I hang with) that it was birthday. I know I should've blogged about this on that day itself but I was seriously tired and no time to do it since I have a curfew for every school night... =( Anyway, at least I have the chance to do it before the chance goes away. haha...

Part 1 (Sunday, celebrated with relatives)
It was in the night and I was having fun with the camera...for don't know what reason. haha!
Here are some pics:

without candles!

WITH candles!

Look just what happened after the "Destroyer Andy" did!

On the way to my aunt's house, my dad saw a dead mosquito bigger than the size of a 10 sen coin! It was HUGE man!





Part 2 (Tuesday, celebrated with family)
In the morning, when I woke up, as usual my parents would come to my room and wish me "Happy Birthday!" I didn't really feel anything when I woke up and was surprised or anything. Weird...

In the morning, no one knew that it was my birthday! From school yet. Even the girl who I find sometimes annoying but ok la. She follows me every morning to school. But what the heck anyway...how would she know. But I can't blame her either cause I don't expect people to know immediately. Got a sms from an old friend of mine wishing me "Happy Birthday!" =) Thanks man!
And so, there I was in school and it was so boring (as usual). I was actually waiting to see if my friends had remembered my birthday or not. And sooner or later one of them did. =D I was both glad and surprised. This was her:

PohYi: Happy Birthday!

Me: Eh, how did you know when my birthday was?

PohYi: Neh, facebook.

Me: Oh...

And at that time, Steph was surprised too! She forgot that it was the 15 and not the 16 or anything further than that. Amazing isn't it? She forgot my birthday! Anyway, I don't blame her either. (Good aren't I?) haha.

When it was time for lunch, Jo. Chuah and Jocelyn decided to do a Happy Birthday song for me and Andrew Lim. It was his birthday too. Imagine a 15 and a 17 year old on the same day. One of the idiotic girls in class suggested that we do something together which is too sick to mention here. I don't wanna say it so I'm just gonna leave it and also I ignored her rude comment. I'm not joking. It was really mean of her to do that. Especially on someone's birthday. A few of middlers knew like Egbert and some others...don't remember who. He wished me too.

Renise wished me too when PohYi reminded or told her that it was my birthday. And so she wished me too.

When I got my phone, after school, I got another wish from my aunt saying "Happy Birthday" Cause it was my actual birthday even though she celebrated my birthday early on Sunday.

After leaving school a short while later, Elise wished me "Happy Birthday!" She said she forgot and I wonder how when I was there all day. sigh...

Come to think of it now...i had to remind most of my friends that know for quite a while now rather than the friends I have now. As I reminded Karlynn, she was like so shocked that it was my birthday and she forgot. haha!

Me: Hi. Guess what day's today? (which was Tuesday, the 15th)

Karl: Er...tuesday?

Me: Ya and one more thing...my birthday.

This was her reaction which really pushed me off the chair (not literally la)
Karl: Oh gosh! You serious? You should have freaking told me that earlier! I can't believe I've forgotten about it! I'll so get you something! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Me: Haha! Yeah it IS! Anyway, thanks.

And that was how it was. Some people ah...can forget someone else's birthday. My...my...my... Anyway, my day was good! I think the best or something that I've ever had this year. Considering that I got to enjoy myself. =P

My family decided to treat me for dinner and I chose Manhattan Fish Market. I liked the background there. =D Here are the pics:

THE MENU!

This was after dinner we had "Big Apple"! Me likey...


After my birthday, I received late birthday presents. But I don't mind as long as I get 'em. lol
Karlynn gave a cake and it was DELICIOUS! Thanks! I like cheese. =) Steph gave a box of moods. Rare and creative. Cool! I likey too! haha! There both good gifts which I like very much. =D Thanks again! =)

Something cheese cake...

*I'm very lazy to put anything under the pics

Well, I've gotta say that that was my night or birthday night. =) So all together I would say I got 18 wishes from friends and family. Cool isn't it?

Did you know that I just realized something. No, actually I realized it long time ago. I realized that I'm 15 this year and my birthday on the 15th of April!

Anyway, very tired now. gotta wake up early tomorrow too. sigh.....

~~END~~

What is happening to my computer man?!

Its so damn annoying!

Every time I see that my hard disk is running low.

ARGH!!!

Help me please or least...haha...offer me another new hard drive. =P

Shit Shit Shit

"DIE DIE DIE!"

Bad news man people. Well, technique-ly not you but ME! I'm gonna be like so poofed out at the end of this week. So many events are happening man. And I'm gonna miss my tv show if its not a repeat... I know shouldn't be cursing myself but what the heck. I know its like so many matches and I'm so nervous about it too! I think I'm gonna go through a nervous break-down...

Just a stupid mistake on my test and I just pass by one MARK! Can you believe that?! I CAN'T! Seriously! =( *knocking my head on the wall* Argh!!!!

"Make time for some other higher priorities in life"
History by We The Living (listen to it)

I've really no time to blog these days. But I'll try my best as possible to blog for some of the current events in my life. =)

*they are all mixed up. so mind me pls. =)

From the last I remember, I posted about the Monday that some ****ing guys were meddling around the court while we were practicing.

So, interestingly, I never knew that Ps. Ernie could sing such things that were funny. He said he could only do it after everyone else had gone home. It was so funny that I couldn't concentrate to play the beat anymore. So every time he sang like that I would really try my best to not laugh and be tickled by his humorous singing.

I really couldn't stand French class cause it was sooooo boring. I really could fall asleep there but no choice but to stay awake and pay attention to boring old Lizzie. haha. zzzz..... I just found out that Tc. Lizzie is NOT fun at all. I cannot imagine what fun could there be in her class when the old students were there. Seriously! I like my drum class now but still confused and I'm really thinking of taking up guitar cause of that rule they just implemented that Monday. =(

My most interested instruments are the guitar and the drums. =) its very interesting actually, to me.

During the last couple of days, I've been doing an act which I see my friend doing and its wrong. We should not follow these kinda acts but be good and obey. Unfortunately, I've been doing 'em. It was fun and scary. Cause Tc. Lizzie saw another classmate of mine having her mp3 out in the open which makes it very obvious and I was signaled by my friend to put it away quickly. Even though my teacher has been passing by us a couple of times already, he still hasn't spotted the mp3 we were listening to. Or he has but is to kind to ignore us. =P

I know that I can't keep my secret of having an mp3 from people I know forever cause sooner or later they'll find out. The first week after having the mp3 with me, no one found out. Then the second week, my friend that I said was once annoying but not any cause I know that if she's not around I'll feel very bored, and Jasmin found out. It was very boring so I thought while waiting for my parents to finish with their meeting, I would listen to my mp3 and read a book. But it wasn't successful. =( Wish there was some peace! maybe I'll try after 4pm. Then the third week, Jo, Jocelyn, Steph, and Summer found out. I dare not expose too much to people these days since the rules are so strict nowadays.

I asked my teacher if I could play the drums after school since I stayed back late most of the time. So I did and he said to ask Ps. Simon since he was in charge of the church items and stuff. I have to make a reminder in my head to ask him one day man. If I don't, I'll never get the chance to play/practice the drums. It all started when one of Tc. Jenna's students was playing the drums all of a sudden and I knew that she usually stays back late so its gotta be her who allowed her to play the drums. And the next day I decided to ask her for the permission to play the drums after school. Then she said to ask my teacher then it led to Ps. Simon.

Friday's chapel was as usual where the worship leader was the only one that was the most energetic one up there. He looked like he was doing something with Trina. No idea what but it looked wrong. One is tall and the other is short! What a couple... haha. I was confused when it came to who was going to preach. It turns out that it was Ps. Simon. Sigh...

I heard that Ps. John's last day is gonna be on my birthday. Sad man. Its my birthday and he had to leave. I actually enjoyed when he was my teacher. It was both funny and serious. =D Sure gonna miss a number of teachers that taught here. Like my very first teacher that was my supervisor. Didn't get his email add or no. either. Missed that very good chance. Until this day, I still wonder why my old teacher (the old lady who taught us which was not good) visited the school. It was very strange of her to suddenly appear. As what I can remember, in 2006, my class teacher has changed 3 times! It takes a while of getting used to the teachers as time goes by.

After chapel, everyone started asking each other "Are you going for Planetshakers concert?"
Some people were going with church friends and others maybe alone or with someone they know. I unfortunately couldn't and so wanted to. By the time I knew someone in my cg went to Planetshakers concert, I was like "Aiya!" *smack my forehead* why didn't I call her or something? (&%$#) Missed like a once in a lifetime opportunity. Btw, they came in 2006 too. But I had a family dinner happening on that night. Maybe they'll come in 2010. =) What do you know maybe they will.

Youth Alpha officially started in XYZ. For my cg it was in Ryan's house. Don't think I'm gonna get a chance to go to his house or maybe I will. Can't predict my destiny can I.
Did you know that Planetshakers is also having some Youth Alpha thing too. Strange. Maybe now is the time to do the Youth Alpha program.

How quiet is this town?

~~END~~

"May peace be on earth" =)

Last week was PEACE! (except that there are still 2 other girls who still make noise in class)

Josephine (the Chuah) was not around for almost the whole of last week and it was AWESOME! I'm sorry to say this but I loved when you weren't around. haha.

Anyway, I was so nervous when it was my turn to give or say something to the class cause I've got nothing special to do or intend to do. So I was there, during devotion, giving a pathetic presentation to the whole class and I took only about less than 5 mins to do the whole thing. I kept on condemning myself cause I know I just humiliated myself in front of my whole class. =( ....

*This was all last week

So today's Monday and during assembly, they (the authorities) just gave some horrible news to us all. I so want to play the drums after school when everyone has gone home already. Its so UNFAIR! I'm telling you! I've always waited for that chance to play the drums after school. Its totally WRONG for them to just set out some rules like that. sigh...

I don't know why when I go back to school, I just feel like I've just come back from a long weekend holiday. And I just dread going back after that. I want more and then I don't have to go back anymore. The minute they announced the "disgusting news", I said to myself that I must work hard to get out of this "center". Its torture I'm telling you. I can just imagine whoever you are in my shoes. You know what I mean.

But when I went back to class, the noise of "JOSEPHINE CHUAH" has come back from a long vacation she had just been invited from. Guess where she went? By the way, her parents DIDN'T tell her where she'd be going for the holiday. At the end of the day, she went on a star cruise with her parents to don't know where and she saw some hot guys she'd go "ga ga" over. haha!
So as I was saying earlier, I have no more peace with her around already. *sob sob* =(

After school, netball practice just resumed. I was wondering why are there so few people today? Hmm...yeah, just as I thought or remembered. Pohyi said she was going back early I guess and Hannah didn't come today. Nowadays, a lot of people are thinking of quitting extra-curricular activities in school cause they're just darn boring or just not feeling the kind of atmosphere a particular activity should be having. sigh... It ain't nice at all. I'm telling you. So today's practice I was a little clumsy. Didn't play my best today other than "a lot of running" part. Yeah. It wasn't that good. I can just wonder how any ex-players can miss playing netball with Shana as the captain. Imagine you - under her training, working your ass off to show that you're good and qualified to be in the team. You know, its not a friendly game anymore. It a very aggressive game. Indeed... People like Karlynn. How? What is so interesting about it? Huh? I'm very curious. Tell me.

I mean, c'mon our netball team is definitely gonna fall apart after the sports day is OVER! Seriously. A lot of people are thinking about quitting the game cause it ain't friendly or fun anymore but very serious. =( Sad thing for us.

Tc. Alv just left a week ago and we're sure all gonna miss him. He's a really good teacher and friend to us all. Yup...

While finishing the game off by 5 mins, a bunch of crazy fellas started break dancing in front of the court and we were like trying to concentrate and it wasn't good at all. When they hit our bottles, they didn't even bother to pick it up or say sorry of anything. Idiots man! No respect at all!

I'm done being mad for the night.



~~END~~

This is gonna be a short notice that I know I've not been blogging for a while now but I'll get back on it.

I'LL BE BACK!